Hadn't heard this one in a while. Ha.
Yes, DH was at the house tonight visiting the boys. I had an item that was taking up space and belonged to a female neighbor down the street, so I ran it down to her and spent probably 20 minutes speaking with her.
I knew DH wouldn't be happy with me, but it really wasn't any of his business. It was his time with the kids, and frankly, since he's not yet at a point where he has a place to take them overnight, I was relishing my brief free time.
He yelled at me in front of the boys. Not just yelled, spoke hatefully and made numerous character assassinations. I think he called me selfish, stupid, worthless was definitely said a lot, "I can do so much better than you," annoying, lazy, etc...
After the boys went to bed, he was on my computer at "his" desk looking for tax documents, he'd filed an extension and was meeting with his accountant the next morning. He went to print something off of our old and about to crash laptop and the document would no print our of our personal accounting software. DH spent well over an hour trying to get the print job to work. I asked him why not just write the item down, I asked why it mattered if it were typed because our personal accounting software is in no way some sort of official database.
He snarled that he doesn't like to do things half-ass and "inefficient" like me. I don't know how efficient it is to stay up until 1AM just to not be able to print an unofficial document, but whatever! I laughed him off, he continued to make really cruel and heartless remarks. I still laughed, though still in a sort of shock, at the same time crying softly, "how can you say those things to me so carelessly?" Later on, after he figured out a workaround for the tax item, he kissed me on the head and asked me how I put up with him all the time, and said he was sorry.
I just smiled and said, "Because I know you and I know you love me and I love you too. Just don't want to be your wife."
So glad I'm divorcing him. Affirmations abound.
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